Early in the morning, I saw one message from my younger brother. The content really shocked me and I felt scared. He informed me that dad has admitted to hospital early in the morning, 1 a.m. on 27th May 2008. I quickily get out from bed and check at my parents room. Yup, it's not a joke. My dad is now in hospital waiting for doctor's dianogsis to determine the necessary to have a surgery or not.
I am worried and yet I didn't show it out though I felt like crying. Then, my mum came out from the room, so not to make her worry, I hold my tears and worry face and ask about dad's condition. She looked tired and worry too. Since I can't do much at this moment, I decided to go to work as usual.
When I almost finish changing working attire, I heard my mum asking my sister about credit card stuff. I paused and wonder why mum didn't tell my elder sister the real issue. But later I realized that mum is actually holding her tears and really worry about dad. And she used that credit card as an opening to inform my sister bout dad's situation. And I started to cry silently with tears. I knew I can't cry loudly as it surely will worsen the situation. So, I wipe off tears and walked to mum side and hug her to give support to her. Oh Lord, please help me to be strong and support my parents in times of this!!!
I cried again when I get into my car. And I prayed to Jesus for strength and helps. I'll visit dad later after work. I just hope that everything will go fine.
Lord, in you I trust, heal my dad and comfort us in emotion and mental. And grant us the right doctor with skillful hands to treat my dad. Bless us Lord to have sufficient finance to pay for the medical related fees for this treatment. I acknowledge my sins and please forgive me, Lord. In Jesus name, I commit my dad and love ones into your Mighty hands. Amen.
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