Today is a bad day for me. I made a terrible mistake until became so famous in my office. Sigh...
Well, it's not all my fault actually because I just follow my senior's instruction and guidance to complete a new task. So, what could I do to avoid the mistake? Sigh... I could have remind the senior about it and verify with others too. I didn't do so because I thought he should be right but the truth is that he forgot that I don't have the access privilege to perform that task. And I only realized the mistake I made when my leader called me and questioned me about it.
At first, I wasn't that sad as I thought just explained why I did so and it'll be cool and settle. So, I explained in detail to her, my senior and also my project leader. I felt peace when I do so and believed that I was doing a right thing. I started felt sad when another colleague of mine showed me the email that made me so "famous" now... To be frank, I almost want to cry at that moment, but I tried my best to hold my tears...
Then, I started to reflect of what I've done today and try to figure out why I made such mistakes. Whilst, start grumbling to God lo.. But sooner or later, I just felt peace when I surrender it to God and give thanks to God for what has happened. There is some sign or meaning for the mistake I committed, just that I don't see or understand it clearly now. But I believe that God will make me understand about it in the future.
So, I prayed to God and give thanks for what had happened and pray that God will continue to guide my life... Amen...
Well, it's not all my fault actually because I just follow my senior's instruction and guidance to complete a new task. So, what could I do to avoid the mistake? Sigh... I could have remind the senior about it and verify with others too. I didn't do so because I thought he should be right but the truth is that he forgot that I don't have the access privilege to perform that task. And I only realized the mistake I made when my leader called me and questioned me about it.
At first, I wasn't that sad as I thought just explained why I did so and it'll be cool and settle. So, I explained in detail to her, my senior and also my project leader. I felt peace when I do so and believed that I was doing a right thing. I started felt sad when another colleague of mine showed me the email that made me so "famous" now... To be frank, I almost want to cry at that moment, but I tried my best to hold my tears...
Then, I started to reflect of what I've done today and try to figure out why I made such mistakes. Whilst, start grumbling to God lo.. But sooner or later, I just felt peace when I surrender it to God and give thanks to God for what has happened. There is some sign or meaning for the mistake I committed, just that I don't see or understand it clearly now. But I believe that God will make me understand about it in the future.
So, I prayed to God and give thanks for what had happened and pray that God will continue to guide my life... Amen...
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